Divorce

Getting what you want may not always appear as it is. Currently I am waiting for my divorce to complete which should be over and done with by the end of the september.
It makes me happy to leave that part of my life behind and look forward to what's ahead.
I don't want anyone to be sorry anymore. I am tired of that stuff. Let's just close that chapter.
Mr. Fire wants to get married again. The poor sod will simply never learn. Sometimes I find the whole situation so amusing it irritates me. Every day I check my post frantically hoping for my decree nisi to arrive. In fact when I hear the mail drop through the letter box I become more excited than any child could ever be on Xmas! But then I am always left wondering will I really rejoice and throw a big party or will the excercise of writing off almost six years of my life make me finally realise just how much time we waste not only thinking about the pertty irrelevant stuff but also being consumed by it. If we really spoke our minds and hearts maybe we could save a lot of trouble and a lot of chances from getting ourselves hurt. Would it not be better that way? After all every fail discredits us and us only. We did not try hard enough. We did not stand up for what we believe. We dis not say what we felt. Is that really what we want? The trail of fails will never stop but it can always be shortened.