I feel somewhat filled.with regret for all those years I held on to my shitty marriage.
I can't bear my own reflection in the.mirror. I am just continuously piling on weight.
I can't stand my so called friend having a go at me for the fact that my husband left me and I do not want to be with him. I mean it has been way over a year! Do i really need a manipulative arsehole in mt life?
I feel tired. The thought of dieting depresses me. I just want to crawl into bed and sleep all the misery off.
I am sick and tired. I want to be alone.
aack!!! I hate it, I lost my comment (this is a seriously abbreviated version).
ReplyDeleteYou went through a great hurt and disillusionment. You cannot expect healing to come quickly (even if it was a year ago).