Lately against all the better sense and reason I have purchased the chair I really wanted. It is one of the most expensive items I have ever bought for myself and now the desire has grown.
I have spotted this beautiful lamp on the way out with shop and it has gone straight into my "the most desired object list". I totally appreciate the fact that as a representative of the working class I should not want to own pretty things but deep down I am still convinced that I am from the middle class and deserve all the beautiful things I want.
Naive to say the least.
Wednesday next week I am getting my wages and I need to decide before then if actually I do deserve to own that beautiful lamp. I feel so shallow for spending so much time thinking about such an object but it can not be stopped...
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